APPALLING ANgels...

"It was a cold dark night

walking over the bridge

lights flashing ahead

I crossed the white line

and held on tight

 scenes of my life dawned

before my eyes

God sent angels to take me home

because he loved me so

Family and friends dont shed a tear

I'm up here far away from fear"

This is d most common phrase we hear whnever someone tries to console us to get over d loss of our beloved one's...Its so easy to say that because d angels love thm more thn us,thy took thm away so soon...

The most difficult part is for d family members and friends to get over the tragedy...

A person who was with us till yesterday will no longer b seen....nor whn we wake up,not at d dinner table,nor in d lawn,not while watching tv,nor outdoors,nor indoors.........the only place we can ever expect to c thm again is in our memories n our dreams.......

But even thn life moves on.....even though we r grief stricken..."life never stops n never gives us a chance to stop"...it just goes on....

...

"kissi ne dilko is kadar chu liye ki hum kissi aur ko chu na sake.....
hum to chale dost banane ae aap to dhadkan ban gaye".....

Strange hubbub

My brain is working all d time these days...tringing all d time...keeping me awake all night...makin me insomniac...n only because its confused...

It tells me to love someone today n d next day says....NOoo...ur love isnt gettin reciprocated so stop loving...

It convinces me tht ur attempts to impress ur loved one has failed so stop thinking bout him...but after a lot of cogitation says...NOoo...did anyone achieve success without repeated trials...

It suggests me to forgive an old friend with whom had a biggg fight yrs back...n d next moment says...NOoo...think of d distress u faced due to thm...

It mulls over d fact tht someone hurt u so much so u r not supposed to speak to thm...thn after few days reasons philosophically n says...NOoo..."To err is human,to forgive is divine"...

It forces me to call up a dear friend with whom u dint have a chat for days long...n d next second says...NOoo...y should u call...let thm call u...

It persuades d heart in not calling ur best buddies n waits for thr call...but thn finally decides n says...NOoo...whts wrong in calling first..someone or d other has to take d initiative...

It asks me to study all night long n thn thinks n says...NOoo...if u dont have a proper sleep who will concentrate d next day...

It forces me to sleep well before d exam n suddenly in my dream says...NOoo...want to fail in d exam or wht...wake up n finish ur portion...

It lures me into going out with my frnds for a late night movie by lying to my parents as combined studies...n finally enlightens itself n says...NOoo...can u cheat upon ur own parents...

It decides to stay back home whn ur frnds r going out to disco coz ur parents have set some timelines...but thn suddenly gets roused n says...NOoo...I cant sit back home...after all "rules r meant to b broken"...

N y to get into so many discussions...d best example of this confusion is...
It is asking me to delete this post...y to tell everyone tht u r confused...n at d same time mulling over this matter says...NOoo...i dint type all this to throw it in trash...thr should be some use for wasting so much of my time...

Well mayb u all too face such situations daily...mayb thts d reason y ppl say tht "Brain is d most complex biological structure known"...many things bout it r still mysterious even to d gr8 scientists who pondered over it for millions of yrs...

Im not sure bout clearing d confusion bout other things but ive decided to post this in my blog now...Lets c decision of other things too comes as quickly as this one...:)

My Dream Ring

Tu jaane na.....

Milke bhi hum na mile...tumse na jaane kyun....
Milo ke hai faasle ....tumse na jaane kyun....
Anjaane hai silsile...tumse na jaane kyun....
Sapne hai palko tale....tumse na jaane kyun....

Kaise batayein kyun tujhko chaahe...yaara bata na paaye....
baatein dil o ki deku jo baaki aankhein tujhe samjhaye....
TU JAANE NA.........

When i first heard this song it was as if aatif aslam wrote this splly 4me....it so truly predicts mere dil ka haal....

"If u want something very badly,put in your full efforts n then let it go free......
If it comes back to u, it's your's forever,
If it doesnt, it was never your's to begin with"