yippieeee one more medal....

I am so happy today.....
my dad came home today with a big box of sweets n my fave rasagulla....me n my mom were waitin to hear d gud news....i was sure it was related to his office..mayb regarding some hike in his salary or position....
n i was absolutely true...the news was regarding his office but it was not completely bout him!!!!!
It was bout me!!!!!!
my dad's office ppl wanted to felicitate me with a gold medal n a scholarship worth 20k coz i got univ first...:):):):)
I was so happy to hear tht thy actually remembered tht my pa told thm 4 months back tht i got a gold medal from d univ n now thy wanted to make me feel more spl by awarding me one more medal.......
Actually i was so upset 4m d past few days regarding my settlement..i was so pissed off with myself 4 wastin almost half yr....i really needed a boost up 4m someone...i really needed someone to say tht i can do anythin in my field,coz im talented enuf;);) (i know self praise is donkey praise...but chalta hai yaar ek din ke liye...zyada modesty bhi kaam nahi karta...need to b a bit boastful na...:):))....
Finally tonight il sleep with relief...atleast 4 a day d tension of my settlement has reduced.....
N d best part is tht il b receiving d medal on aug 15th....:):)
So finally a happy day 4 me......

kya kare kya na kare...yeh kaisi mushkil hai....

im totally confused.....i really donno wht to do next

i wanna go abroad n do my pg thr one moment n d very next moment i feel y not settle in my own place n open up a clinic...

hmmm...yeh pareshani kaise door hogi... :( :( :(

im really vexed up wasting 6 months of my life doin jus nothing at all...im jus lazing around n wasting my precious time...working in d clinic was fine 4 two months but now i cant work anymore in someone else's clinic...i want to open my own...but scared of my settlement.

ohhh god...get me out of this confusion....

Miss u

"Distance makes the heart grow fonder"
Ive heard bout this proverb umpty number of times but this is d 1st time im experiencing it.......
Jyo...my sis...the only person ive always wished to go away 4m my life so tht i can hav my room all by myself...i can hav d love of my parents all by myself...i get a full control of the remote...i can get d scooty n wht not....
finally my wish got fullfilled...my sis got married n went away..it was so fun in d starting but now its like my life is hollow without her...now i cant fight with anyone b4 sleeping 4 which side of d bed...the bed is totally mine now but thr's no one to chat with on sleepless nights. Thr's no1 to take me out 4 a drive whnever i feel low,no more burst of laughter on the streets,no more eating panipuri in our galli, no more scary movies in d midnight,no more plotting n planning to throw away milk,no more fights in front of d mirror...i cant even share my wardrobe with ny1 nd worst of all i cant even speak my heart out with ny1 else........no 1 can understand me better thn u...
Miss u soooooooo much jyo...i never thought i would miss ny1 to this extent...
come back soon...(but only 4 a month:):):)...ekuva aite malli godavalu modalu aitayi;).
love u so much.

Destiny

life is so unpredictable...wht we like we never get...wht we wish 4 never happens...n finally wht we get we r not satisfied by it....
but the gud part is tht we finally learn to love wht we have....
n im lucky tht im blessed...i never regret life..im happy with wht i have..though i dreamt of many things which are unsatisfied but still i am happy at the turn of events in my life...
lets c whr my life takes me in the coming year...hopefully il b happy with whtever's in store 4 me